Billie Eilish Shares How She Built a Healthy Body Image After Struggling During Adolescence

The Grammy-winning singer was featured on ‘Vogue’s’ first video cover this month.
Billie Eilish.

Billie Eilish.


Billie Eilish, like many women, is no stranger to body dysmorphia. The seven-time Grammy-winning artist opened up to Vogue about her relationship with her body as a teenager and how she overcame it.

“Going through my teenage years of hating myself and all that stupid s---, a lot of it came from my anger towards my body, and how mad I was at how much pain it’s caused me, and what I’ve lost because of things that happened to it,” she explained in the magazine’s first digital cover. “I felt like my body was gaslighting me for years.”

It took the “Bad Guy” singer time to develop confidence and overcome the little voices inside her head. In order to do so, she said she had to “go through a process of being like, ‘my body is actually me, it’s not out to get me.’”

Her song “My Future,” which appears on her second studio album, Happier Than Ever, breaks down her ongoing journey to body positivity and the progress she has made.

“I’m in love with my future / can’t wait to meet her,” read the lyrics. “And I, I’m in love / But not with anybody else / Just wanna get to know myself.”

Eilish, who recently turned 21, used to primarily dress in baggy clothes. When she turned 19, she branched out a little, making waves at the 2021 Met Gala with her ball gown look. 

“I’m gonna be a woman,” Eilish said to People at the time. “I wanna show my body.”

By wearing the Oscar de la Renta dress during her first appearance at the biggest night in fashion, she secured a guarantee from the designer to stop selling fur.

“What was most inspiring to me from the creative side was to see this 19-year-old powerhouse look us in the eye and say, ‘I want to do something that scares me,’” creative director Fernando Garcia recalled to Vogue. “She inspired me to think outside the box and do things that scare me, too, because it usually means we’ll grow from it.” 

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Ananya Panchal
ANANYA PANCHAL

Ananya Panchal is a writer on the Lifestyle and Trending News team for SI Swimsuit, where she covers fashion, beauty, pop culture and the internet’s favorite personalities and trends. She joined the brand in 2022 after roles at Bustle, the San Francisco Chronicle and the TODAY Show. Panchal loves to write about fashion in all its forms—from standout runway moments and evolving street style to the best accessories to elevate each season’s wardrobe (she rarely goes anywhere without a stack of jewelry and a coffee in hand). A self-proclaimed beauty fanatic, she’s always on the hunt for must-have products and loves breaking down viral trends. Her favorite series at the moment is spotlighting female founders and the stories behind the brands they’ve built—especially those shaping the future of fashion, wellness and tech. She is based between New York City and San Francisco and, when she’s not writing, can be found rewatching One Tree Hill, playing sudoku, trying new restaurants or ranking her favorite Disney Channel Original Movies. She holds a bachelor’s degree in communications and journalism with a minor in criminal justice from Boston University.